Art and Writing by KRISTINE ESSER SLENTZ
Sexain for Him
shotgun apartment
stand in kitchen
watch Him across
living | work rooms
change bedsheets
our 3x sex last night
this after I made
biscuits and gravy
after previous
thursday canceled
but before our 3
month farewell
He asks if I ever
want children
explain I choose
to leave room
for those who can’t be
taken care of by family
His soft knotted ropes
were easier to answer
with my shoulder dug
into the light leather
couch in front
of pet cam and pet
the king bed is done
so His gf gets respect
He sees my domestic
side is why He asked
– you seem like you’d be good
at mothering or … maybe not
My husband is
making rose water
from the bouquet
You bought Me
that’s when
I realize My
favorite colors
are the shades
of a healing bruise
did I post
that picture
on all My
social media
platforms so
You would
reach out
to Me please
care for Me
now because
You didn’t care
enough for Me
before so I
left on read
but now
I virtually
beg You to
still care or
show that
You did to
begin with
is that it or
do I want
changed like
I want
or are You
still married to
Your wife or
learned to be
non-toxic
emotionally
unabusive
with Yourself
Originally from Northwest Indiana and the Chicagoland area, KRISTINE is a Purdue University alum who double majored in English Literature and Creative Writing. Recently, she earned her MFA in Creative Writing (poetry) from City College of New York where she is an English Department adjunct. Publications her work have appeared or are forthcoming include Glass Poetry, Pink Plastic House, The Shallow Ends, Moonchild Magazine, Yes Poetry, Crab Fat Magazine, Philosophical Idiot, Barren Magazine, The New Southern Fugitive, and Flying Island Journal where she received a 2017 Pushcart Prize nomination. KRISTINE has also been a finalist in the 2020-21 Glass Poetry Chapbook Contest, Spring 2020 Flash Fiction Contest finalist for F(r)iction, and will be completing a writing residency with Poets Afloat in a near future.